Tuesday, November 02, 2004
hm.. haf been v tired for t past few days duno y oso... day seems to past v fast hours seems not enuff for me... feeling v tired everyday v restless but in e nite i am v awake.. am i feeling stress or wad.. am wondering... hm... jux wish tt my frenx ard me can a lively n happy day everyday n every second... last weekend went back to work at OG cos cousin nid my help, dun haf much time to do revision :( will make use of t week before exams.. my class v competitive dun think can win t 2 expert in my class. but i stil will try my best... hm... am missing joyce she went to genting fri than can see her... haf been v good with all my frens.. but sad to say some wear mask on their face which i cannot read their mind.. no matter wad they stil my frens i will b myself n do wad i am suppose to do n not being influence by t bad ppl... dunno y cannot haf a nice slp at nite wad is in my mind.... god can tel me?? mayb i shall haf a v v good rest after my exams... LYNNIE waiting for u...
today had my common test for BK, wah once i get t paper i felt v nervous duno y i lik tt.. than while doin i v kan chiong first time i lik tt :( than i do my P&L follow by BS wah i sense tt smthing is goin to go wrong am v v nervous even though i stil left more than half hour.. i panic when i can't balance my work than i give a close check on every single thing i write damm it write t wrong amt for gross profit b/d damm angry with myself to do such a stupid mistake.. heehee.. luckily scored 100Marks.. my aim.. hm... i duno whether haf i forget abt him i dun seems lik forgetting him my heart changed when i see him Y?Y? mus i lik tt... R/s seems troubled for everyone perhaps tt make me scared n dun haf a courage to haf one.. but haf to get him out of my mind first.... today went movie with metta n shu wei after sch rush for a movie sia lol.. all e way to JP watch ladder 49 wah a touching story must watch wor.. i even cried.. :p hmm.. looking forward to 23nov my first paper BUT my fren LAST paper.. hehexx.. than gt ppl acc me le no more loner hheee... will try to update daily.. next few days got talk n all stuff.. so everyone tak care... miss ya
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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