Wednesday, November 03, 2004
wow.. am late for etp today woke up late.. too tired le.. haf been v moody.. y arh.. god tel me can.. i oso duno wad am i fustrating abt.. haha.. nvm.. attended a talk on celebrate life.. it's all abt real life things what is love & what is lust.. sex,married,aborption,condoms,AIDs,STDs.. many more let u understand more.. a good workshop which i think everyone should attend understand and know more abt all this and it can prevent a lot of things from happening, and there will b more love than lust.. even though it's a 4 hour talk.. appreciate it am glad tt i am there to listen and learn.. 2+ finish le than go for my own lesson ofp last lesson for e day.. woah guess wad it's raining heavily when we wana go hm.. alot stil went off wif umbrella.. me,jo,wan,bao waited for t rain to get smaller b4 we set off.. so went to canteen to rest haix saw him.. a few table away fr me.. saw him lookin towards my table.. wonderin y he look.. there's a few time jo saw him lookin at me.. y mus he.. everythin is over this wil jus remind me of e past.. duno y i tot haf forgotten everything but things jus seems to b comin back to my head again.. pls go away.. t feelin u had 4 me haf faded so dun let me haf a feeling again it's pain.. i dun dare to even accept ppl ard me.. am being a bad ppl always duno when am i hurting another.. dun think i will believe in guys anymore... i think all those words are bull shit yeah.. haf been seeing alot of r/s if my fren n it's painful v painful i can feel tt from tt.. i wan love not hurt. haix.. am mad anyway..
sumin sms me today haha.. am shock but happy she stil remb me.. she's goin back to china for holiday.. lynnie called my dear dun worry jus put in ur best for t other subj which u haf nt attempt n scored well.. jus wait n see.. ok am worried for u.. can't wait to meet all my frenx.. i miss all of them.. nu er mus faster recover.. full of ?? in my head.. hope for a betta tml stil haf to rush etp die le duno how to do.. damm it.. i hate it...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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