Sunday, January 02, 2005
it've been a few days since i blog..many things happen.. happy,sad?? hm..
friday went to my office get my uniform for adidas stil get a new pair of shoes am so happy u noe gt in t job woo.. n am starting my training on saturday lo.. meet da they all go eat than reach hm at abt 12+am lo..
reach hm online n am so SAD found out tt ed noe smone close to me am nt naming her n WORST she staying same block as me.. Y is t world so small he stil gt send her hm de.. haix.. wat if i saw them sld i hide or go say hello.. i haf no courage ihaf feelings lo.. u are once a stranger to me.. slowly we became fren.. u are so caring so sweet so nice to me.. treating me so good till i really falls for u.. those time tt u called me reporting everything to me lik am a special smone in ur heart.. no matter it's day or nite.. till i can't slp if u nv call me it so weird u noe.. t days when after ur training in sch from clementi to yishun n back to bedok u wanted to mit me n i rejected it y cos am scared u are tired n u think it differently.. y y y.. i rejected many things cos i scared tt u are tired n wan u to rest well.. how i wish u noe.. t bear n choco u gave me i treasure it esp t bear cos it really represent u.. sm more is my fav colour t words in it, u sure it's meant for me.. really HURT when i saw it again.. u are t first guy who date me gave me present,treating me damm well, u are t FIRST guy which i took my courage giving my hope to go out wit u even though i didn't noe u v well.. n it's jus all gone in a short while, all those memory words places action u leave in my mind is gone in one month plus comunication jus break down..ur hand broke i am so worried n feel t pain in u n u juz..mayb am nt sweet enuff to u.. jus wana write here as a memory even though it had all past long ago.. bt am deeply in luv wit u admires u everyday.. thinking of u hope u are fine n happy.. I JUST gotto stop all tt NOW.. hope u will get her n happy together.. hope t words u said u do mean it nt lik t past all those u told me .. happy u found ur HER.. this news realli mak my heart shattered.. can't slp
juz a stupid me falling for a guy.. 10 months
yest went novena for my training nice collegue i have so happy working with them.. didn't learn much thing cos i am doing my stock t whole day for 10.5hrs can't imagine time really past v fast lo i luv tt.. went to mit my aunts to watch movie.. 11pm show than go hm rest...
YEAH HAPPY NEW YEAR.. new year new beginning new goals new aim new targets.. hope everything goes fine with me this year.. blessing.. went out wit xin,loo,grance n wei jie today.. shop ard at orchard t whole afternoon.. alot didn't turn up sad lo.. poor wei jie following us everywhere so sian.. than disturbing him wit grace all tt lo blushing sia.. overall i enjoyed it cos i realli miss them even went to tak fotos n playing ard wit my fones too.. a day had passed so fast jus hope tml no work..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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