Wednesday, August 31, 2005
happy teachers' day..
yeap.. today celebration of teachers' day conducting a small party in klas wit t help of hazimah,rizah,habibah.. thx thx.. was a pathetic one less then 20 ppl turn up as expected la lolx.. so dun worry as long as my teacher enjoyed it.. party for lik an hr we sit down n chat all tt.. oh.. almost kena sabo cox gt extra cake left.. they plan to sabo t sept gers lolx.. teacher save me alittle cox i needa acc her go auditorium for concert.. wosh end up i volunteered to gv them sabo to put jux alittle creame on my face hahaz..
acc Ms tan to t concert actualli need 2 ppl bt i am t one gg haix dun wan dissappoint teacher so attend on luckily hui xian representing her klass so goto sit wit her lolx. gosh.. damm.. boring lo.. lasted for abt 2 hrs arg.. after gt reception buffet lunch.. didn't eat lolx.. dieting..last min msg to inform of wan ru's celebration... so rush hm bath n went out haha.. meet joyce,ru,neng tian,n their pri sch frenx... went ktv wah til lik 8+ which i nv go meet my collegue for dinner haix.. sorry irwan.. had fun wit them thou lolx.. crappy n happy grp.. next wil b ME hahax.. so looking fwd to meet them up.. i miss u all..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:47 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
oh i am so so tired... i feel so lousy thou.. haix..
being a class rep so wat it's jux a name.. no sense of belonging to ppl in my class i guess.. yah can say i low esteem bt tt's wat i feel t response is gving me tis way.. teacher's day itself can b in tis way wat else to b harmony.. feel so bad.. appreciate some of them they realli touched my heart wit t help they offered volunteer.. habibah,hazimah n frenx offered to prepared t food for t class.. alicia help to draw out t cards.. wat i can do ath oso duno jux collect money.. n it's a great problem taking money from them lik i owe them of cox i need help as well as capital so things can tturn up nicely.. haix.. WHY.. jux simply $2.. there's already lik tis.. i dun mind to pay t extra for t small celebration but wat i wan is jux a small contribution of $2 per person.. there is stil abt 10 ppl nt paying i am sick u are my own frenx so hard to ask for $$ u noe.. i dun think i suit tis rank.. after tis task i might wan to gv up n lead my usual life last time i used to haf..
yeah.. today being call up by ms phua section head again she brings out t exemption thingy haix y am i involved i feel so depressed being there for things i had nv done.. things doesn't goes well..pray is all i can.. i am a easily influence girl as in motivation wise.. haix.. once i lost confident everything wil b drain off.. crying is all i know how to do.. who will understand me.. who will b in my shoes.. ppl wil jux see t weak me n luff at one side.. that's wat human are.. i wana haf t life once had in clementi..jus looking fwd to my camp to setosa 9-11sept.. but needa do project first..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:24 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
wOsh.. day past so fast.. it's my last day of holiday as well as werk.. wil b stopping for abt 2 mths to recharge myself b available to all my beloved frenx.. wil wait til my next holiday to werk so there's some income to spent.. hehex.. i will miss novena..
why there's always motive in ppl actions... haix
argg.. tml sch again.. will b headache.. classmate pls gv me some cooperation i will b thankful.. duhx..
hafing great dayx wit tt sistax haha who ar.. dunno her betta eh.. looloo.. come kill me..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:28 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
wats happening....
life is bored..
pengx so sian.. holiday stil goto werk.. rest for 2 days n t bz time starts.. went to OG today haix werk wit jet suckx his mind is t oldest in e world yea?? so selfish one ai yo i can't stand him nag from werk start to end n he calculates every single seconds n minutes?? god.. luckily jux one day wosh..
am so tired can i slp slp is all i want sounds more to a piggy.. heheex
werking tml too FS at nsq bt goto wake up in early to meet cousin for breakfast..feel lik asking my fren to help me werk on friday so tired.. then my $$ arhh.. he haf been calling helping him to search thing online what am i doing.. jux kind or soft hearted.. i duno i felt so stupid.. cox i am 75% clear tt he's jux making use of this old frenx ahhhhhhhhhh.... kk shall stop .. looking fwd tml.. werk werk werk..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:44 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE..
my first day of holiday yeahx.. went to meet biling for breakfast haix lotsa things happened to her.. hope she will b fine soonx.. her stress was greater then any other 18 years old girl sobx..
after tt went to reborn my hair but carole asked me to reborn fringe wil do cox she suggest me to perm when hair grows longer mayb chinese new year lo cox it tak aged to grow hahax.. can't imagine if i perm more matured or wat?? will consider.. went home after tt cox jas n frenx wil stay at sentosa til evening n she will b gg out actualli wana go gv her surprised one sobx.. looloo.. came home woo saw a vcd on my table lovers in paris hahaha candy auntie borrow me.. watch it woo woo.. so nice love story complicated thou my fav korea drama.. yeah.. watched all e way now then i complete my script editing.. haix haix.. woOo.. cousin ask to go cruise on december.. looking fwd to it.. since duno when since i last board it.. woo.. interesting hee.. lata gona go extra lesson sianx..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:42 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
i am back.. lolx.. from mrn out till now... oh.. went library.. jux a name "library" hahax.. plan to do research ,work on my role play and some self revision.. mission failed hehex.. actualli khing called up for werk but i am out in e library already so didn't helped her..
reached lib at 11 found 2 seats for ourself.. then i went to search for my books.. came back n i was lik duhx full of words i get nth instead am disappointed lo.. i think shall stick to online.. then i get out my script n do a little no mood eh.. n my dear von lolx oso no mood to study end up we look out for movie time hahax.. watching t maid at 0240.. guess wat abt 1230 we went to get ticket as well as lunch by t time we are done is already 1+.. went back to lib tot could jux do a little more revision but we tok instead hahax.. so slacky today OMG!!! heeheex.. oh.. am surprised he called me n von felt weird t way i ans t fone i actualli stared t display for a while b4 answerin.. he asked me where am I wana go town or notx.. i straight away told him nt free.. gg for movie then he was lik after movie i said gg out wit my fren n her mum lolx.. von was stunt by my ans i duno y i jux mak up my mind on e spot n i actualli luff n say yah i am at lib bye.. i think abt it again n was shock tt i actualli did tt.. hm... am happy bt felt suspicious yea it's jux fren bt izit cox u are bored n lonely no one cld acc u so u ask me.. if jux neutral fren i will b more then happy bt if it's jux replacement i felt pain.. so.. lets forget it.. yeah MAID hahax.. was scary at first bt after some play i felt fake nt scary then hahax.. n keep on wanting t movie to END lolx.. wasted e money on t show.. went out t whole nite wit aunty nancy von mum n wit zh.. haha.. went all t way to commonwealth for dinner.. then drive zh to town.. aunty wana shop so we went to shop toox.. lol.. it was a fun day wit them heex..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:12 PM
yeappy.. holiday for one week starts now... hahax. a bit mad ar.. but :( am v v busy why...
sat- doin research at library then out wit sistax..
sun-work fs
mon-doin hair service at noon time..
tue-9am-1230,extra lesson for AFD.. discuss on role play
wed-work 12-0830
thu-work fs
fri-work fs
sat-off..plan not out yet hahax..
sun-work fs
that's t full week so pack wit thingy eh.. i got to do my project on computer security in power point luckily a partner work.. so i am trying hard to get info i dun wan b free rider hahax.. my stress jasmine so ke lian i v bad.. then gona edit t role play script can't let shafina do alone cox hard to communicate in e grp bt tues i wan all to discuss.. lolx.. yeahx.. camp confirmed 9-11.. on 9th i gt OFA common test eh.. haiz duno how oso.. 12th proj due argg.... yeap teacher gave me a personal locker was so shocked wit locker on it.. provided by t sch.. scared me sia teacher told me gv u a room when she was abt to gv me e key.. lolx.. she's nice bt far too too naggy... monday jas,yuit wah,bird n alot more gg sentosa sianx.. cannot join i no time for personal thingy le so cannot go.. so so so sorry.. but monday jasmine birthday :) duhx..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:29 AM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
skip SW today.. tired jux wana haf more slp.. think abt 10 ppl turn up onli.. i was late for BFD cox waited 15mins for e stupid bus arg.. but teacher act blur la lolx hengx.. hee.. climb all e way to 4th floor was so blur when reach klass marked attendance for teacher then t klass was split to half for role play.. ai yo we all under ms Tan.. prefers mr cheo thou he's strict lo.. haf to accept anyway.. goto edit my script a little more.. eh got back OFA result gt 92/100 23%/25 stil alrite hope i can do betta n betta.. proj due on sept.. oso 25% so add on bt other test to mak it 100% duhx.. yeah.. today gt talent quest in sch.. wOo so impressed bt my frenx admond woo so shock to see him he do t BEATBOX wah.. clap clap.. well done.. so tire gona stop here...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:51 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
happy birthday hui.xian.. lolx.. my les partner lolx.. she gonna kill me if she sees it hahax... so many ppl b'day in august oh god!!!
wOo.. i overslept today sad to say i took a cab down lolx.. pocket big hole liao la.. sobx.. cos yest nite i can't get to slp til abt 2am.. NAP kills me i sleep for 3 hrs .. teacher pity me lolx cox i looked so tired n restless she let me rest after comlpeting my assignment.. bOo... yEah got back my AFD result.. heeheex.. i gt full marks.. a few other ppl oso la.. so happy.. busy hours is coming goto do role play as well as my power pt project.. n teacher's day thingy arg... looking fwd to end of august STOP my work.. may helps me a lot..
yeap t 2309 is planning for BBQ jux for t F.O.R.U.M grp n a few of our own frenx not making too grand cox can die of preparation.. KC's allu settled heex.. thanks eh.. real tired.. planning to skip SW tml to get more slp hahax.. chiwawa(grennie) dun peep at my blog ar...jkjk..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:47 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
ah.. got back my BFD papers early in e morning.. easy paper so score 88%.. scores are quite high for everyone.. so happy.. went OFA n did excel boring.. result are not out for OFA yet.. so slow.. yeah.. class end at 11+ went to Tamp for lunch.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH.. yeah went KFC wit Nadiah n all.. heex.. chit chat.. so so tired.. reached home at 2 n i tuck in to bed so tired.. decided to go for running BUT it started to rain at 4+.. so i continue sleeping til 0530.. wah refreshed stil tired eh hahax.. PIGGY..yest nite didn't slp well .. yah..auntie mummy called n ask me over for dinner n to teach mei mei spelling.. wah sweat sia.. tak a long time to teach her cox i wan all correct.. wOsh. managed to teach her.. hope she remembers ar.. yEah..edmund called me i was lik duhzz.. surprised.. happy thou heard his voice so long long le.. since we last chat on e fone.. glad tt life is stil nt tt bad his camp was lik v happening eh.. but tuff of cox 10++slp 5am wakey wakey.. ai yo yo.. told him some stuff abt sch n as usual t suaning starts.. itold him i will throw eggs if i saw him.. lolx.. bro at home so i dun wana tok much.. so hung down.. a frenx is always a frenx to me.. i treasure wat i had..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:21 PM
Monday, August 15, 2005
jux came back from school.. took my AFD common test today.. quite easy lolx.. duno how well can i score.. hope no careless mistak.. happy birthday to yiling.. her 'day today.. got her a pants from FONDs suit her hope she lik it.. BFD cancel so i came home bt late rite hahax acc yi-ning lolx tak train she go bishan..
yeap.. thinking of rebonding soonx.. jux t date duno when gg am totalli broke arhh.. sian.. see my hair i get irritated.. yeah next week holiday already but stil need to work if nt no $$ to spent.. next mth not workin liao.. sososo..
anyway weekends wass alrite went work yest n sales was good lolx.. so happy.. peter keep persuaing me to stay i am far too tired sorry need to relax myself..next week last week of workin hahahax.. i can go out...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:36 PM
Saturday, August 13, 2005
ai yo.. after few days of news tt m'sia is hafing haze.. i forgotten tt my bro is there.. argg.. how bad am I... i miss my piggy hope he's fine.. worried eh called him but fone is off.. mummy oso worry.. cos t weather getting worst.. faster come back..
wat a boring saturday.. went to study in e noon wit kc von.. went civic library for own revision.. do my notes n v fast i am distrated.. haha no mood.. but stil managed to b a 4 hours book worms.. lolx.. went CWP walk ard n went sakae for a light lunch von mummy came n join in toox.. after tt went homele.. wana rest at hm dun feel lik gg anywhere duno y haf i been so moody this few days.. mood swing.. haix hope after this week i am back to normal.. chat wit keng wee t whole afternnon cox i v bored so pester him hahax.. yeap nth muchie.. tml goto work so gg to slp soonx..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:00 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
heart broken.. who will put it back for me.. sad sad sad... full of disappointment in my world... life jux sux..
took my NAFA today.. so dupper sianx.. cannot cheat hahax.. do station by station wit teacher taking note of our result.. wat a strict sch.. did all station nt bad except my board jump forever fail.. will try again if i gt t chance.. at t same day 2.4km run toox.. arg.. so crowded lo i think gt abt 3 classes so 100+ over ppl in t track.. thou i run lik a turtle heex.. but i did nt stop at all hafing a hard time durin my fourth n fifth lap.. so thirsty.. bt i complete 53th person out of t crowd.. nt v good nt bad either i try my best.. lol.. oh god complimenting myself.. hahax.. had a good rest took one cup of orange juice within 3 mouth tt's horrible i am v thirsty.. went to bath at t swimming pool toilet cox needa go SC meeting wana smell good.. was looking fwd to it cox t first meeting.. BUT haix.. things dun go well.. a sms from Ms Tan informing me not to go for t meeting as bridge leader had already plan for camps so i can't get out of t list.. t sms broke my heart.. no words can desrcibe.. opportunities jux pass by me n i had to let it go.. WHY????????? i hate tis kinda feeling.. so near yet so far.. MS TAN i duno how ami gona face u mak me disappoint me again n again.. i make up my decision for SC now tis is wat u tell me..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:03 PM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
oh.. no sw today went sch at 10.. slp til so good hahax... BFD test today.. not so bad.. hope i can do well. heheex.. got some shocking news.. i get in student council.. woo.. had a good thinking n i gv up bridge leader..tml gona haf NAFA test.. gg to sc 1st meeting tml.. heex..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:15 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
my heart hurts.. it's so painful.. things jux happen.. i hate u.. u hurt me again n again.. u think wat i do is jux rubbish.. i am sick n tired of those nagging things u do.. can u b jux a bit more compromising n understading.. u made me hate u.. i think back n u jux gonne mak me cry.. human gt feeling i dun care are u jux jk n dun mean ur words.. i shall tok things out wit u tml.. am prepared for everything t most i jux cry infront of whole class n noe how hurt am i..
t moment steping in tis sch i am jux acting to b happy as well as a joker.. cox i wil nv let my mood go near my frenx.. i jux wana b happy not moody.. ppl say i am bad am noti wat so ever.. do they realli understand me.. haix... feel so down..
i jux disappoint wat teacher do.. wil jux quit if i can.. endurness is to a limit..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:45 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
wosh.. went to work today... miricle eh not tired at all thou onli slp for 5 hrs.. work was stil ok most impt sales nt bad so happy.. mak abt 5k+.. woo.. meet shirlene t new pp.. almost same name as me... had fun wit my frenx today.. nth muchie too.. haha SIC peter called n say he miss me duhx well sunday wil work wit him..
yeap.. i mak up my mind to quit so i actualli sms-ed mummy khing abt it.. was feelin sorry bt i am far too tired to work.. god she was v understanding n even offered to let me work on my school holidays onli.. felt so blessed n fortunate.. a happy child.. thx love her lotx.. i did told her =x heex.. lovely mummy.. so tis mth last mth of working til my holiday wil b lik mid november.. can rest..
hey frenx take care okay.. will always keep in touch.. 09/09- irwan tekong.. 06/10-azlan-mandai..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:46 PM
Monday, August 08, 2005
oh god.. 2nd entry for e day..
sound fresher now.. was in e bad mood jux now.. sorry sistax raise voice at u.. u now me betta sense me something wrong rite. wait for me to cool down le then ask me am i ok.. =P thx.. my dearest..
ya.. went to tak a nap jux now cox mood was v bad.. so it's good to slp to haf peace hahax.. slp from 2+ til 7+.. mummy wake me up i was lik HUH so late already.. n look for my hp.. poor it.. on e floor leh.. arbish.. how it drop.. hahax.. so sad cannot go running lehx.. nv wake up.. arh..
now waiting to go dinner mum no cook again..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:14 PM
life is so bored..
what is life??
are fren a stand-by equipment...
a loner will always b a loner..
..hate it..
shall go sleep n everything wil b gone..
nap time "zzZzz"
what a bad day for me..
running is t best for me.. haix..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:59 PM
now is 12.28 it's already 8aug.. happy birthday to angie..
yeah jux came back from her celebration was fun no regretting to tak leave from work.. i enjoyed.. went to marina had steamboat was bored at first rather anti social hahax.. didn't eat much cox was quite bloated cox lunch i went NYDC wit my aunts then do my nails b4 gg to meet them.. t cake cutting was fun.. angie's get smashed by t cake til v jia lat til i go arcade hide.. so funny.. til her fren caught me then i shouted v loud pleaded him nt to mak me.. then my poor angie go wash up.. she was full of cake smell lend her my perfumes.. then decided to go esplanade went there to chit chat haha wit her fren a joker ard everyone was lik luffing.. chat til lik 11 then we left.. was so tired.. rest rest.. bye..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:28 AM
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i miss my blog..
yest was a fun day.. went to sch for lesson teacher released us at 1130.. hahax.. went to had macx wit t gers.. had fun chat there know each other betta.. went to get a runnin top from adidas.. tempting to get e short at reebok shall ask aunt to get for me woo...
planning to tak a nap when i get home.. instead of tt i went to meet von.. her mummy came to fetch us at abt 5 haha guess wat she bring us to changi village for dinner ate nasi lemak so yummy.. then abt 7+ we went hm bt mine but hers.. call up forum grp for pasta hee i cook it.. bt doesn't turn up tt good.. but they stil clear it hahx. thx guy.. supporting eh.. by then was late already abt 10+ then we chat while waiting for von sistax to b back to mix her own alochol for them cox i dun drink.. wah.. so late she reached at abt 11++ somemore need to get some otherdrinks to do t mixture so they went to get while me n von do t sugar dissolvent for e mixture.. by then was so late didn't want to go home liao.. call up dad to report.. was so fun.. tried a bit nice bt i dip on a few mouths i dun lik drinking n duno how to taste so bitter heex.. was fun watching it.. tt's my day..
came home now to bath n we gg out again wit her mummy for lunch.. then lata wil go her hse again.. wana do some self study.. oh.. i am tire wana slp heex.. but i cannot slag le.. this thurs gt BFD CA.. wana do some recall hope i can do well.. yeahx.. great day.. tml gg out to celb angie b'day.. miss u sistax.. so sad bao juan fly my kite she's nt gg.. sadded =///
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:31 PM
Thursday, August 04, 2005
jux came back from running nt long .. thou not v long distance bt am happy le.. trying to determine on running as many days as i can.. finish class at 5 reached hm 6+ then i set off le.. running alone was nt bad either bringing my good frenx MP3 along..
heex... mummy chasing t lizard so funny cox i scared of it if nt tonite duno who gonna to slp wit t lizard.. mummy was a brave lady. wat ever insects in t hse she sure catch..
lesson was alrite.. as always entertaining ourselves in t class.. wOo.. so noisy heex.. hope we wil soon b united as one class.. yeah NAFA next fri 8-12am.. is lik gg sch for Nafa only then can go off le.. i am always t noti ger hahax.. all my classmate so loud cox no need to go class hahahax.. nth much le update again..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:29 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
gosh.. wat happened to me.. i am late again.. woke up at 7am.. boo.. jux lazy to wake up haha.. so decided to skip accounts today.. gg for business fundamental at 10am.. reached on time had a small "open notes" test.. wosh.. next thurs gonna haf t first CA.. OFA was ok do power pt again n mostly chit chattin cox we haf to choose our elective choosed banking n finance as 1st choice n human resourse as 2nd choice.. yEah.. Ms Tan told me all the 4 was selected for Bridge Leader Role call us nt to haf too many cca in hand if nt we will b v BZ.. she asked me this Qn if i got student counciillor too which whold i choose? SC? or Bridge Leader? haix i told her i duno.. stressed so hope i am nt in SC... comments pls? went TM after sch walk ard heex.. nth much.. reached hm at abt 0520 n i prepared n went for jogging at 0535 wit my neighbour jessica.. argg tiring am weako.. from yishun to semb shopping phew.. n took bus back pathetic rite haha.. cox she feel lik vomiting le.. nice try.. am satisfied wit myself for e day..oh god u trying to b my bee again pls dun b mussy phew u jux my fren's fren i am nt a easy girl.. sorry..
haix hope u realli try to go okay.. u said u try.. y everyone bcox of bf no need fren de ..wan ru nt coming wit us le hope bao wil come wit us.. gathering eh sistax..
yahx.. azlan tak care k tak ur medicine.. pray for ur recovery.. smile :)tis is wat frenx are for hee ;>
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:02 PM
Tuesday, August 02, 2005
yest was my sista b'day.. a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her..eh.. hope u like t present yeah :) my great sistax hope ya dun find me naggy can le heex.. it's t care i had for u.. happiness will follow u always..
wOo.. tis sunday ite ct sister wana go celebrate angie's b'day.. sounds lik i realli needa go eh hahaz.. luckily i found replacement for my slots alrite.. can go!! BUT sobbing bao tel me she might nt go, joyce can't make it disappointment haix.. y always lik tt.. i tried my best to attend to meet up tis is e respond i get.. wat are frenx? jux a display to see but not use. i miss u peeps kae.. it's okay.
heex.. i was late today.. overslept hahax.. wake up 7am.. duhx.. dun wana go sch but my dad sure nag at me de. so i rush a cab down n was late for 15mins teacher didn't scold me la lolx.. cox i apologised.. do some notes in class n a slaggy day.. had lunch wit my classmate then went home.. oh no i not feeling well in e afternoon got a v bad stomach upset til i feel lik rolling on e floor.. came hm bath,rest a while then i went for a nap at abt 2+.. meet liyun for gym at 5+ her class finished early n i goto rush down to meet her.. was weak today doesn''t do much n after 45mins she wants to go off.. sometimes i wondering wats daddy doin he sounds fierce but isit b cox he wants things to b done fast or wat cos his sounds rising hurt me sometimes after a while he wil smile bt i stil can't get over it.. am i petty or heart broken.. haix.. i no he means no harm.. sorry.. i'll b more undestandin..
after diner went to get my notes done happy.. here i am blogging.. buck up on studies yeahx..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:52 PM
