Friday, August 12, 2005
heart broken.. who will put it back for me.. sad sad sad... full of disappointment in my world... life jux sux..
took my NAFA today.. so dupper sianx.. cannot cheat hahax.. do station by station wit teacher taking note of our result.. wat a strict sch.. did all station nt bad except my board jump forever fail.. will try again if i gt t chance.. at t same day 2.4km run toox.. arg.. so crowded lo i think gt abt 3 classes so 100+ over ppl in t track.. thou i run lik a turtle heex.. but i did nt stop at all hafing a hard time durin my fourth n fifth lap.. so thirsty.. bt i complete 53th person out of t crowd.. nt v good nt bad either i try my best.. lol.. oh god complimenting myself.. hahax.. had a good rest took one cup of orange juice within 3 mouth tt's horrible i am v thirsty.. went to bath at t swimming pool toilet cox needa go SC meeting wana smell good.. was looking fwd to it cox t first meeting.. BUT haix.. things dun go well.. a sms from Ms Tan informing me not to go for t meeting as bridge leader had already plan for camps so i can't get out of t list.. t sms broke my heart.. no words can desrcibe.. opportunities jux pass by me n i had to let it go.. WHY????????? i hate tis kinda feeling.. so near yet so far.. MS TAN i duno how ami gona face u mak me disappoint me again n again.. i make up my decision for SC now tis is wat u tell me..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:03 PM
