Monday, August 29, 2005
oh i am so so tired... i feel so lousy thou.. haix..
being a class rep so wat it's jux a name.. no sense of belonging to ppl in my class i guess.. yah can say i low esteem bt tt's wat i feel t response is gving me tis way.. teacher's day itself can b in tis way wat else to b harmony.. feel so bad.. appreciate some of them they realli touched my heart wit t help they offered volunteer.. habibah,hazimah n frenx offered to prepared t food for t class.. alicia help to draw out t cards.. wat i can do ath oso duno jux collect money.. n it's a great problem taking money from them lik i owe them of cox i need help as well as capital so things can tturn up nicely.. haix.. WHY.. jux simply $2.. there's already lik tis.. i dun mind to pay t extra for t small celebration but wat i wan is jux a small contribution of $2 per person.. there is stil abt 10 ppl nt paying i am sick u are my own frenx so hard to ask for $$ u noe.. i dun think i suit tis rank.. after tis task i might wan to gv up n lead my usual life last time i used to haf..
yeah.. today being call up by ms phua section head again she brings out t exemption thingy haix y am i involved i feel so depressed being there for things i had nv done.. things doesn't goes well..pray is all i can.. i am a easily influence girl as in motivation wise.. haix.. once i lost confident everything wil b drain off.. crying is all i know how to do.. who will understand me.. who will b in my shoes.. ppl wil jux see t weak me n luff at one side.. that's wat human are.. i wana haf t life once had in clementi..jus looking fwd to my camp to setosa 9-11sept.. but needa do project first..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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