Monday, February 20, 2006
complicated lifewhat am i.. a fake girl..
is it so hard to have friendship maintain a normal hi/bye fren oso can't.. is life so mean..
i hate myself..
life had been miserable so bad who can feel wat i had..
friendship prob,sch work prob,family prob..
even at home i can't feel relax.. not about this means abt that, so much so much.. all t nagging how to haf peace..
i realli hope to go out for fresh air to relax or jux a corma not waking up for days.. not werkin my brains..
my brain cells make me think n think n think........ how distracted i am.. now even my close fren i can't talk to.. because his stupid mistak how can i talk more abt me to him.. all my gf's haf their own life..
pray thing could jux past fast to get out of my first year...
you guys make me to be mean there isn't friends in ite istead disappointed lies a bigger part.. i didn't know i am so good at acting..
touch ur heartbreak
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:51 PM