Sunday, July 29, 2007
A FAILURE
neglected my blog... to busy to update..
my symptons..
sleepless night since last week..
keep having night mares, duno what on earth i am facing..
hair loss, seems so scary when i touch it will jux drop =(
whats happening.. i dun wan all this..
i want PEACE.. i shall go temple n pray
jux hope proj will be over soon...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:05 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
DONUTS.... DONUTS....
WooHoo.. i went to queue for Donut Factory can't imagine i really doing that.. after school went suntec to get my shoe requisition at adidas yeah yeah my favourite white pair of shoe.. loving it!!!!
OMG...got my donut since the queue was pretty fast going guess what only took 30Mins.. bought 2 dozen to share with my close one cause meeting the gals so end up reach home ten plus gave one dozen to my auntie mummy.. then for my parents and breakfast for looloo,liner,gar gar.. our new nick..
MY NICK IS DONUT so is called MS NUT hahax...
arghh lesson was real sucks today i almost fall asleep real tired can..
i score 62/100 for business computer real sucks i expected higer trying to get at least a A in my cert.. dream gone..
driving lesson was good =)
back to project again 3 on hand.. endless
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:57 PM
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
weekend over...
sunday is precisely slack slack slack...
i have not done any of the research for my project idiot me... but i am jux too tired to do anything..
can't believe i am getting myself a PSP for what i duno hahax. i always get influence v easily, my cousin tempt me but i will sell it if i dun find it useful to me hahax.
alrite school was fine... OMG!! i gt back my statistic ICA1 i got 24.5 i am super shock..
amalia: shirl's u gt 24.5
shirl's: i was packing my things, oh izit so what u got? over how mani marks for this paper
amalia: 25marks
OMG, i got a shock man.. i know it's simple but nv have i expect to score half mark lesser to full marks.. i will work hard hard but it's getting harder but this paper is a weightage of 5% abit upset at least it helps a little =)
all my fren did v well, LP u did well too learn from mistake u will make thru.. cheers!!!
Kick-boxing was tired as usual, practice practice..
haix i always bend my hand WHY?? so piss up n i need to hand wrap my hand cox fel is so angry i am so sad when she actualli shouted at me.. nvm it's for my own good appreciated i will improve myself..
JIA YOU!!!
tmr gona meet metta yeah!! so long nv meet her already as well as my ITE clementi friends...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:49 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
DONUT FACTORYhaha had my craving donut yesterday night... thanks for elmo, went to meet him to collect my donut.. had a long day yesterday super tired can... i reach home at 1am.. wan,sean and me bounce train back to yishun n we got t last train, as we left store quite late too.. bored bored..it's sunday another slacking day for me before the weekend end again.. shall do my stats tutorial soon before adrian starts his nonescence tmr..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:22 PM
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
i am feeling down..
at a certain moment i feel so demoralised.. having the point to give up...
but i am hanging it on turning myself to adapt wat i am doing now, pushing myself to work hard..
projects projects projects.. one after another, never ending
got back 2 other papers..
28.5/40 for macroe
31/40 for accounts
am satisfied for wat i haf..
i am sad?
am i to blame? am i selfish? do u believe what i say?
i really duno what u think of me...
tears fill in my eye, heart broken
SORRY is what i can say
I really do wanna help u in future
people who knows me i will help if i am confident in doing it, i dunno my work,can't cope how to lay my knowledge on the others..
words jux can't explain
wo de xin hen tong
I really miss my ITE peeps..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:06 PM
