Saturday, November 17, 2007
great great day..
had so much fun today..
u guys make me miss u more n more.. misses
another party with BF0702 with a few CSP student and we had so so much fun..
Venue: Mark Aw hse, Park Villas Drive
his parents went overseas so we are invited to go his hse to party.. he claims tt is another gathering for me.. =)
we had games, kfc, chit chat, drniking session...
i am a lousy drinker only half cup my face is red like tomato.. lolx
Enjoy Enjoy
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:45 AM
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Farewell to BF 0702... i will miss u ppl
had driving lesson in the morning.. slope slope and v steep slope hahax.. today lesson was good thou engine stall a few times.. =)
went back to NYP to meet my fellow classmate.. promise to have lunch with them.. i love seeing them.. oppex.. my aaron gv me a love letter hahax.. it's realli nice of him to write me a poem.. i love the poem =)
well we went to pizza hut for the first time almost the whole class attend.. think only 3 ppl was not there.. so 20 of us had fun taking picture eating our pizza.. HMM.. they even prepare a cake for me so lovely, the cake is really beautiful with roses chocolate n strawberry as decoration..
Friday we gona haf another gathering at Mark's house haha he said it's for me.. so sweet lolx.. we gona enjoy ourselves at his hse hahax.. can't wait for Friday
A Big ThankYou to Aaron Esp, Gs, my Girls and all who were there for the lunch.. U will be Missed..
BF0702 will be united as ONE and Only Forever
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:36 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
i am officially withdraw form nyp...
I feel SO much relief..
for the momment is rest.. go driving lesson, work part time..
enjoy myself today, went to meet trendy for lunch after tt meet ting,rubi,jur.. hahax.. we went to this cool pub THUMPER.. located at GoodWood Park Hotel.. nice place to chill out with nice band n nice songs..
Sat
went sample sales earli in the morning, waking up at 7am jux to go shopping tt's a bit sick ya tt's me.. hmm... i only got myself a jacket n a belt..rydon jogger white shoe, bro Muhd Ali shoe, dear shirt but too small haha oppex..
i gt 2 more flower n a rose.. =))
Dear make t effort to take train n meet me hahax.. surprise
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:41 AM
Thursday, November 08, 2007
one after another...
speak to dad abt my studies... reason given..
think i am realli having depression.. or rather think too much
haiz
i realli need a break...
please dun ask me why n why n why.. it realli hard to explain..
brother call and talk to me.. i told him my reason.. all along i have been the one who decide on wat i want, i know my limit how far i can go and how far could i manage in my studies..
i am sorry i have dissappointed alot of person..
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:39 AM
Monday, November 05, 2007
tears tears tears....
i have been crying once i think abt what i am doing now..
i really need a break?
after so much of hardwork.. soon i will put it to a stop.. realising it's really not the place i belong.. everyday i go to sch aimlessly dun even noe what i want..putting a smile on my face everywhere i go but deep inside me (words jux can't b describe) hiding this problem for so long ever since i step in there..
pushing myself to concentrate it realli hard..
Now i feel that a big stone is pressing on me so hard n so hard that i can't breath..
i realli feel upset that i don't dare to bring this issue to my dad.. facing t pressure i will get once i quit. :( i feel so useless.
Not even a diploma cert
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:32 PM
Sunday, November 04, 2007
what do i want?
i really don't know...
haix.. feeling like a failure
a momment i want to work hard, another momment i just want to give up..
i know i can't do without a diploma, but how long can i drag myself to continue... i feel so stress duno due to what..
Banking is what i really use to have interest. But now i dunno if i really want to be in that industry.. i am a girl with no goals..i just want a simple life.. haix
what i can do =( sobxxx
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:45 PM
